Urgent Communications
Mood: Mild panick
Listening to: Whirrings of own mind.......
Crikey, this post is long overdue!
Hi bloggers. For anyone who does read this blog, greetings and salutations and thank you for taking your time to read my words.
In the past wee while, perhaps months.. I have been caught up in my own angst (as usual) struggling with ways to unleash myself from my own inner doom. So concerned with my own navel and how it should fit in to the world, I have overlooked an important factor...
That is that I am actually ok and because of that I am responsible and I am setting an example to others..
Being 27 weeks pregnant (yes a miracle to behold.. something I honestly thought was no longer possible for me).. means I am needed by at LEAST one other person. I am so excited about this realisation I wanted to share it.
Rather than being a leaf in the breeze I am in fact a centre and I am together, alive, healthy, and focussed. I am helping to create a life and already concerned and caring for a person who is very special to me.
I had thought that maybe I was losing my way.. slowly giving in to some crappy self-doubt theory and stagnating into inaction ..but the real theory is that I am totally ok.
For anyone else out there who ever doubts themselves and spends time with that doubt - hang in there!!. All that is needed is a re-focus however you can manage it. Change your perspective, add some optimism...delete the fear.
It is easier said than done at times, (and don't I know it)... but I do know - it can be done.
cheerio bloggers.
