Threatened species - human
Mood: Frightened
I hope this will not be too personal a set of observations to make here, but today I have realised just how scary being Isha has become.
Having had my brain periodically soaked in toxic chemicals, no, not recreational drugs - prescription, after 20 years or so, bar 2 or 3, I believe damage or permanent change may have occurred. Before all this started I had a natural 6th sense. There seemed to be a strong connection between myself and nature, animals, trees, the ocean. You could say that I was one of those people who can hear the whispers of the earth and tune in to all it's forces. No matter what was happening, I always loved people and knew that God loved me too, I felt like the world was too important not to believe in him, his energy, creation everywhere.
My psychic sense was not destroyed by chemical interference, just dampened, and, a 6th sense, of a sort has always remained. At times, I can, in fact read people's thoughts just by looking briefly at their face. Sometimes I cannot stop the information and find it annoying, other times there is nothing.
This may be just paranoia but, I often feel 'judged' by complete strangers when I go out in public. I am agast to know how these strangers know me, where they got their information and who gave them the right to pass judgement on me anyway. Sometimes the messages that get through are nice other times not so good.
I saw a person today and a message popped out at me from her mind - she looked down her nose at me and the thought came out 'you don't deserve a new life'. I couldn't believe how cruel that was. She did not know me, how could she make a judgement?
Who is the person to judge?
Actually, I am not so fussed by other people's opinions any more. I 'd like it if people liked me, but we can't please everyone all of the time.
Hmmm this post needs work.
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