Isha's findings

I like the idea that life has continuity... there are some things in life we can all be sure of... what is annoying me no end is the bull@@@t that is around out there.. and I bet it is not only me that it happens to.. .. "we will get back to you shortly about your application.. of course, there is nothing wrong with you"... Should it be that hard for a person to get a job or get decent medical help??? - no, it shouldnt. I have written about this before. I am fairly convinced that I have cancer, but, I cant get any help. Most doctors think I am a hypochondriac I am sure.. What??? not dying!!?? geez dont even worry!!! and about that tumour in your arm - you'll be fiiiiiine.. It is really annoying, I must be really dumb.. could it be that we have developed a 'way' to treat people that we dont 'want' anymore??.. we just refuse to help them and then of course they will soon die and then we wont have to worry about them anymore..and if they are screwed up, all the better because screwed up people obviously have nothiing to offer anyway.... we certainly dont have to feel bad that we "did" something bad to them on "purpose" - they were "sick", they just "died", it was "natural causes"... it wasnt our fault!! and actually (no-one cares about that person anyway).... Fuck this!!! I am phoning amnesty international!!!