Isha's findings

Apr 22, 2007 at 05:29 o\clock

Creepy stuff...

by: isha_on_life   Keywords: conspiracy, fear, handle

Mood: Annoyed
Listening to: Alternative radio

Hmmmm.... I wonder, .. am I the only person this happens to?>??

Lately my life SUX!!!!! Nothing is going right!!

I have been struggling with my struggles and getting so annoyed since I can't get things 'moving' positively. I applied for a grant and didnt get one... I applied to get a car, I didnt get one.... could my life suck any more!!!!!!!!???

Not so long ago I signed up with two net sites, one an online fanclub and the other, a writer's site. Now I can't access either of them!! Far out!!!! The fanclub took my money and I haven't even been able to log in.. the writer's site won't let me log in. What the hell is going on???

I have a feeling I am being 'erased'.

The other year, I put a bunch of photos on to an online album - they all got stolen!!!! They were works of art!!!

I have a bunch of ideas and projects I am always working on... you name it, I can usually come up with ideas and answers and my ideas are alright, they have 'selling potential'...they have pizazz.

My life sux because I have these ideas but keep getting ripped off!

In a previous post I mentioned how I felt whoever was ripping me off will get their promotion and fat pay check but have to sleep at night with the guilt they don't have a single good idea in their mind... and that they are talentless and they keep having to rip me off!! I still relate to that. It is still happening.

At the moment, it is so obvious to me... someone, somewhere .. out there is sooooo damm jealous of me they are trying to break my spirit, stopping every project I start, trying to 'erase' me and steal my ideas. How rude!!!

As I have said before - Nobody has bad luck like I do!!! And,... There is no way it is bad luck!! It is sabotage.!!!!

My strategy to deal with it???...

Flood the market with my ideas and my name, make it so there is no doubt I am the one with the ideas,  the talent, the brain ... never give up!!

Flood the market. yep, that's the ticket.

cheerio bloggers and good luck!