Isha's findings

Mood: silly
Listening to: library noises

Gidday bloggers.. sorry that this blog is becoming full of dull daily blabber... But! - it is the days that make up the weeks that make up the months that make up the years ... ??.. each minute important to the composition of each hour and ra ra  ...

Today I am starting to try to piece pieces together, formulate theories and understand the world better and my place in it ..etc.

One thing in particular - I have been trying to figure out why I have such bad luck getting jobs. I am a terrible liar - recently getting gob smacked when forced to improvise a work history so as to get hired.. obviously the person could tell I had absolutely no experience at all and politely mentioned that there were other candidates who did ra ra..

That was not so bad.. it is the outright rejection at the interview which I find upsetting.. You can tell after 3 seconds that you are not what they want, the interview lasts 10 minutes and they say - "we will call you". Then, they dont. I guess, I had the wrong hair, the wrong manner, the wrong handbag??.. whatever.

Metaphysically speaking if the universe is 'rejecting' me and my efforts to earn my daily bread - perhaps I should be looking and trying harder to exploit my own abilities and capabilities etc. Write that book, start that group, get that course started, write that piece of  legislation etc... If I market it the right way, people will come along get involved and pay money - surely!!!!

I guess though, it will be safer not to mass produce the CD ROM, support software and official notepaper, the t-shirt, cap and back-pak -  until I have the students lined up first.

Aside from all of that surface stuff "oh my god, how do I get money to pay my bills, buy food, buy clothes, get healthcare ra ra ra"... I am still thinking about events as they happen and strange co-incidences en-mass. Thinking about these kinds of things too long can be hazardous - 'be warned!'.

As for anyone who has had a heck of a long run of bad luck, I tend to think of reasons karmically and other to explain why things turn out like they do. Sometimes I feel like the entire country hates my guts and I ask myself 'could 15 million people be wrong??'.. It all depends on the information we have, they have.. that is around... Has someone been talking about me?? Does everyone know me?? Do people automatically know my life story on meeting me?? What is going on here?? All I know is, no-one has bad luck like I have had - I am just trying to deal with it.

I think one day Id like to run a story - maybe put it on my blog, telling my life (boring as it may be to some) and what actually happened, as I know it.. then anyone else with a story can argue with me all they like. Obviously, they werent there so I think Id win.

Now I am going back to working on making a future that is worth having.. where everything goes great, everybody is happy and ra ra..

cheerio bloggers

Mood: Inspired
Listening to: Computer buzz

Hi Bloggers..

For anyone who is reading this - life is changing.. I am taking a plunge into major transition, which I hope will be for the better.. I have left the hell place I was living in .. I didnt realise how much I hated my life and how I was living.. alone, lonely, all the time getting into a deeper hole in the ground.. was madness!! Anyway dont know how I managed it, have no money but... I did it!!! hoorrayyy for mee.. moved States and moved my worldly belongings into a storage place.. crikey!!! It is a brave thing to decide to change your pathetic life into something better..

:)

more soon..

cheerio bloggers.

Mood: Peace loving
Listening to: Trance

This is continued from the last entry, you have to read the last entry first... A Sci-fi, romantic adventure, possibly with comedy features .. blockbuster waiting to be made..  So.....

• Just as all the cult activated people in the world suddenly switch into destroy mode, all the other people in the world suddenly have the courage and fighting abilities of the prince and princess after the meditation ceremony.
• As attackers attack all over the world, men women and children fend off the threat with incredible dexterity and skill defending themselves perfectly, nobody is injured (?).
• This continues for a while until people retreat to hide out from the attacks.

• As this is going on the cult / rivals / bad evil family is trying to summon more evil powers to handle the battle, they call on demons and all measure of evil forces in the world they can find.
• An incredible war is fought, before there is time to forward the details of the couple's special powers completely, the battle is over.
• People of the world win the battle - good over evil, by their shear belief in the prophesy (?) and the small amount of strength transferred by the mind meditation ceremony.
• The cult infected people are 'exorcised' where possible and become good again.
• The others that cannot be saved, die or some such.
• The rival family, their plans, etc. are destroyed.

• Finally there is a short but sweet happy ending with the couple attending a ceremony / ceremonies to deliver peace messages etc.
• There is lots of joy, celebration, happiness... etc.

• Finally a snapshot of the thousand years of world peace which follows..
• Utopia.. peace on earth, generations of happy people being totally happy…advancement of the world, no pollution, no wars… teachers teaching kids, people being healed, everything just totally sorting out.. the peace and joy returning to the human spirit..  
• Eventually meeting with aliens who come down and introduce themselves are really nice and tell us how happy they are that we didn’t kill ourselves and destroy out planet etc etc..

• In the next film / films, we use out newfound knowledge, wisdom and technology to figure out light speed and particle travel and take our planet as a vehicle into the universe travelling through space and time meeting other life forms, learning, living - at peace...

Please note, this screenplay idea is very much open for interpretation.. wherever you would modify it and make changes, go for it... Id just like to see some good movies made about positive things, happy futures and all that.. .... I may be slighty romantic,  over-optimistic, childish even but that is what movies are all about - they are meant to inspire us, entertain us, cheer us up and,... give us something to think about.... even change us.  Hope all you bloggers like this... will be sure and put up the sequels as they are written.. but please be warned - I am no film-maker Cheerio. peace love and mung beans to ya all..  

 

Mood: Peace loving
Listening to: Trance

This is a screenplay idea I have been working on.. It's a romantic save the world story which is what I love.. If anyone would like to make this movie that is fantastic, I bet it would do very well.. I see it as some kind of Spielberg inspired sci-fi type flick, with possibly a fair few sequels.. Enjoy!Starts with a bunch of archaeologists venturing through dusty cave way, newly opened by excavation etc...

• As tunnel opens up to a chamber light clears through the dust to reveal ancient text on a wall in an unknown language…
• Archaeologists spend short (?) time racking their brains to figure out text then finally interpret it.
• Text describes a prophesy about the birth of a 'prince and princess', who have a code in their eyes, are special beings bearing extraterrestrial powers, are from another planet etc etc and have important connection with extra-terrestrials.
• Prophesy states that when they find each other they will save the world from doom to begin a utopia on earth, one thousand years of peace… etc. very important … sends archaeologists buzzing…etc.
• Back in civilisation begins to describe the lives of these two unbeknwonst to them – ‘saviours’….

• The ‘prince’ is arabic, greek, indian or middle eastern or other (?) decent.. Is very typical /traditional prince born into a royal family, very wealthy but extremely disciplined and not spoilt, dignified, tall, dark and handsome ra ra .. (Keanu Reeves ?) has completed military training, speaks languages, is an artist (muso) and an acomplished fighter in all forms of combat..
• The prince’s family have been using astrology and clairvoyants to try to find the other ‘chosen one’ since the prince was born.. There is about 4-5 years difference between them, he is the older.
• The family's hopes had been nearly dashed when a rival family, also aware of the prophesy and also using astrology and clairvoyants try to predict the exact time of her birth, where and when etc.
• Then, thinking they have it right, they send assasins to kill the 'princess'.
• Their aim is to disrupt the union of the two, prevent the fulfilment of the prophesy so that they can control the world and have ultimate power etc. have control of all the world and its people, resources and money and then carry out some kind of sick ethnic cleansing of the planet.
• Since the rivals think they have killed the princess, they celebrate and give up on their chase..

• While his family have all but given up on the prophesy, the prince believes she may be still alive and that he can find her and sets off by himself …He decides to go live in a western country .
• His family are against the idea but allow him to go just to cheer him up. He goes to America or the UK – actually meant to be Australia but since things like that never happen here, it has to be America..
• The princess, unbeknowst to her is an intelligent airhead. She is a mis-understood artist with an addiction to sports and chocolate.. Still a respectable middle-class woman, she has a difficult family but doting grandparents and a fierce fighting spirit, with the ability to argue anyone under the table on nearly any topic. She is charming and funny but bored with her life and miserable about having passion to help save everything and everyone on the planet but cant make enough money to live. She has several close friends but is really, emotionally independent. She has no idea she is part of a prophesy. The closest she gets is having had pre-cognitive dreams when she was young.

• The prince gets a job in the same town as the princess. He works as an optometrist or similar occupation and likes helping people with their eyes, testing their vision, making glasses etc etc.. While he is working, testing people’s eyes, he is secretly looking for the princess… scanning every retina for her special cofiguration.. his true identity is completely unknown. Outside of work he plays in a band, rides motorbikes ?, writes about politics ? and plays sports etc. trains in combat...  he also helps at art gallery's and charities or etc…most people just think he is a fairly uninteresting immigrant.

• He is very focussed on his mission, set on finding the princess since he is convinced she is alive….He keeps a private journal about his mission and sends messages from time to time back to his family. After a while and a couple of false leads, he finally finds her.
• It is a chance meeting when she turns up and auditions for a vocalist position with his band. He is immediately infatuated by her voice, her personality, and her eyes, he knows it is her.
• So sure of it, he sends a message to his family and starts to secretly follow her everywhere. When he cant follow her, he sends a personal guard to keep an eye on her. He asks her out at every opportunity, they become good friends, work on their music together and finally have a romance.
• He is shocked and surprised when he finds out that she is poor, fiesty and highly independent but decides.. more beautiful than he could have imagined.. they fall totally in love..
• Finally, he tells her about the prophesy and the great danger they are in and explains that she must go with him back to his home where his family will protect them...She is terrified and runs for her life from him….
• She dives into a taxi and heads off across town, he dives into the one behind it and chases after her. When she gets out of the taxi she sees him following and runs up the street. He jumps out of his taxi and runs after her.. finally he catches up and grabs her and declares it is true !!!.. he raves on with some love-sick jibber and then says he couldn’t live without her anyway..
• He shows her his real passport or something to prove he is really who he says he is.. she realises it might just be true and suddenly becomes a serene 'princess' .. she smiles and says to him ‘my friends are going to be sooo jealous!!’.. ha ha!

• The message the prince had sent to his family is intercepted by the rival family and when they find out the princess is still alive and with the prince in America, they go totally biserk !!
• They jump into action determined to try to kill the couple. A chase around the globe ensues as the couple try to return to the prince’s homeland and avoid being murdered by the rivals… lots of disguises, avoiding being bombed and shot at perhaps.. ( 007 meets the fifth element ).

• Finally the couple make it back and are taken to the high priest for ceremonies and activation of their extra-terrestrial information.
• With them standing in the exact position in the temple at precisely the right moment, holding hands and smiling sweetly, the moonlight streams in through a huge crystal oval and into their faces.
• Reflected out from their eyes a series of messages in extra-terrestrial hiroglyphics is beamed out onto a wall and recorded.
• Secret formulas, physics and engineering equations, astrological configurations, planets, suns, animals, languages and all manner of information comes pouring out.
• The two are releasing the data but also learning it..
• After the ceremony everyone celebrates, there is relative calm for a day or so and then the rivals show up.

• The attack the rivals begin is so fierce that it has synchronised people all over the world to turn on each other.
• People in the cult are 'turned on' after hearing a certain word or song or etc.
• Everyday people and situations go wild.
• The people programmed by the cult are ‘activated’ to kill and destroy everything and everyone in sight and start attacking people all over the place.
• On every street in every city in the world, the cult activated people stop there cars and start attacking people.

• Unprepared for such an attack the Prince’s family muster their armies and notify all the worlds governments of the prophesy (?).
• The couple conduct a mini mind meditation ceremony thing and send out empowerment to all the people of the world to help them survive and defend themselves in the battle.

continued next entry....

Mood: Really not that happy
Listening to: Radio surf

Hi bloggers.. well, I am back, that last message was because I received some good news about an opportunity to travel to a new land.. ...the one before - well, that is what angst is all about.

Sometimes having to move someplace else is the biggest hassle I could ever imagine and I am not young, I dont have as much energy for all that stuff these days.. ( heartbreak can sap your energy. )  but!!!

If we dont keep moving in some way, we would probably cease to exist.!

Today I have lonely sunday syndrome.... my friends - ?? well, I cant find them!!.. I seem to waste my time figuring out and working toward a brighter future that seems to always be 'just out of reach'..  I wonder if I have some serious frustration to deal with here.. ha ha.. definitately!!

Two great things on the journey of late.. two of the best live music performances I have seen in my life within the span of a week..!!

Tuesday or so went to a job interview then realised it was the same day that Nickleback were playing and it was right down the road.. I have heard some of their music, they have there good songs.. they look alright..and there is that 'not so nice song' but hey, the good songs outweigh the bad songs so lets go!! Withdraw the contents of my bank account and go buy ticket... yippee to feel like a person who is alive..!!

Anyway, did not have time to get home and change so turned up in my corporate look (a little embarassed..) oh, and alone. Who knows and who cares what people thought of me.. the show was excellent.. wow. very very rock.. awesome... so much talent in that band ..obviously very inspired.. but, scary..

That was a Tuesday or something.. the rest of the week I think I have been dawdling around at my home contemplating and trying to talk people into giving me jobs.. I have as poverty obsession.. without money, I cant access things I need, I cant meet people, I have programmed myself to thinking like this anyway.. There may be a challenge here for myself - what talent do I have that I can exploit??... Do I really need to 'work for the man'..? It is likely that if I get off my proverbial ...... I could make work for myself.. ra ra.

So... every other night at home alone with my cat... bla bla.. no human contact during the day.. I AM GOING TO GO NUTSS IF I DONT GET OUT OF HERE!!!!!!!!!... saturday **ck this!! I am going to the pub!! Bravely heads to Sydney to attend CD Launch of unknown bands.. (can be dammm hard to keep your chin up when you got nobody to hang with) - you think about it!

So.,... well, kinda cool actually.. very top quality performances.. more stars in the making here.. actually met some people !!

had a conversation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!