Getting SCREWED
Argghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANGST!
What the F*** is going on!!!!!!!!!!
When did " I " become PUBLIC ENEMY NUMBER ONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!?
WHY THE F*** DO PEOPLE KEEP F****** WITH ME?????????????
WHAT THE F*** DID I DO TO THEM???????????????????????????????????????????
For the rare few.. let me explain. I have NO HUMAN contact at all. I live alone, I cannot find any friends on the planet, people keep abandoning me, nobody likes me anywhere I go, people always end up trying to fuck me over and hate me but I dont know why, nobody speaks to me.. nobody gives a toss about me except me. It is SICK! this is F****** TORTURE!! and its happening in 2006!!! I am an intelligent woman, 36 years old, tall, attractive, sociable, heterosexual, relatively normal, I am not a drug addict but I am addicted to cigarettes, .. I am a good communicator without a doubt, I have loads of ideas, I am easy to get along with, I love people, I love animals, I love music.. But, I am SO ALONE I am going to DIE of a broken heart!!!!!!!!!!!
This is DEFINITELY a conspiracy to F*** up my LIFE!!!!!!!!!!! I am terrified to make new friends - especially men, in case they think I am a hooker!!!! I AM NOT A HOOKER AND I HAVE NEVER BEEN ONE!!!!!!!!!! I am just GETTING SCREWED OVER and everyone hates me!! which is why I am alone all the time and have NO *UCKING FRIENDS ON EARTH!
I believe the attitude is - "just kill yourself then everyone will be happy". "You are a loser, everyone on earth hates your guts, just do the f****ing world a favour and DIE". .... this is my impression on what the world thinks of me.. it's not so nice, I find it difficult and unpleasant to say the least and I cant f***ing figure out what!! I did to make the world hate me soooooooo much!
Honestly - I call my "friends" and they never answer... I make arrangements with people and they stand me up. No-one EVER phones me, my family hate my guts and NEVER EVER speak to me... my life totally SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Whenever I apply for a job, usually, they dont bother to get back to me. I cant even get a job as a PIZZA delivery driver!! WHAT THE *UCK IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD????
What annoys me like nothing else is that it is obvious to me how I can fix my life up.... find friends, get a job.., get a social life, a purpose... but it is so f$$$ing pointless because everyone seems to hate me sooooo much they dont want me to fix my life up! it's totally f****ed up!!!
Easy to call someone a loser while you are stepping on their face!!!!!
Is this JUSTICE??????????? A FAIR DEAL???????????
NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOMEBODY out there!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
f###. this is so f***ing wrong.
Will the real people in the world please stand up????
