Isha's findings

Mood: creative
Listening to: NBN News

He said "When you write I understand what you mean. It's as though I can totally get inside your head and see where you are at.!! It's direct psychic communication!!".  "Wow, that's weird." she said. "Is there a new-age phenomenon to explain that?" .... "I'll bet there is!".

Hmmm psychic phenomena.. more and more curious as we evolve. There is no doubt we are developing more of these kinds of mind powers... I have mentioned before my great psychic skills.. always having a 'sense' of what to study for exams.. but that may have just been intuitive psychology ..

Right now I am full of ideas. But, ideas are nothing until we do something with them.. I have so many ideas at times I can't choose where to begin, then I stagnate and do nothing. If I had an unlimited budget, wow, I would sure be busy.. after a mandatory 3month holiday, I'd be publishing books and producing music, organising courses.. designing.. I bet I would never sleep!! 

Thank you to the person who posted a comment. I appreciate your advice. Yes, being the owner of your ideas is important, especially if you want to earn a living.

At the moment I am a little bogged down.. my concern is not that my ideas will stop but that some negative psychic force out there is sapping my energy and motivation to run with particular ideas.. like there is a 'sith' somewhere stealing my life-force off me. I am more bogged than usual.

Anyway, every so often I have an ideas inventory and make a list. A list of potential projects which are at that time, unfinished. One day... I will get to them... but not right now. If I lived in a country in the Northern Hemisphere chances are I would not spend so much time, contemplating ideas. I might actually be really busy working with my ideas since in the Northern Hemisphere there aren't so many siths.

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On 15 June 2007, my angel daughter was born.. After a pregnancy with its fair share of joys and upsets, she finally arrived, bold and as you please ceasing her crying when she was placed on my chest and latching on without questions to a nipple. Wow. Is this a dream!!??? How can it be that this creature came out of me!??...Childbirth was, in my mind, a major life-changing experience. At the time, I was convinced that I was going to die and begged my midwife for help which she could not give. I had no idea it was going to be "this" painful, how can I get throught this ?? I thought.  I am certainly bound to die right here. Thankfully, my fear was not realised. I survived and am here to tell my tale.

Whoever tells you that childbirth is natural and a breeze - slap them!! It hurts like hell and damages your body, it takes weeks sometimes months to recover!! Men do not understand it other than being bystanders / witnessed to the carnage. I, yelled the house down. I was shocked at how feirce the pain was and had trouble dealing with it. I did not use pain relief even though I screamed out for it a few times. The contractions and pushing were not the worst.. the worst was the feeling as my baby's head made her way out through my birth canal. It felt as though there was no space left between my legs.. it was as though my body completely opened up to let her out.

Listening to: Red Hot Chilli Peppers

Wow... Can this really be my life !! ????

The reality is where I am looks bleak.

Is there such a thing as a public lynching ??

I believe I am entertainment for everyone .. Everyone in the whole country - ?..... A failure, a freak ? Continually spat upon.

It does not stop.

Please help!