Reli shitable,okay?

Well, I have to drop down some shitable things again. After chatted with him, I can simply feel what he felt when heard about I have started falling in love with my boyfrd. It's really seem to hv a heart attack. Looking at their photos, I feel warm and sweet. Yet, he's got a nice girlfrd and I'm also being with my boyfrd. It's a happy ending. Right?

As for the other one, I'm trying to set "invisible" to this guy in my brain while it is not a easy task. Continuously dreamming I am hanging out with him, kissing, and even worse.. I know it won't be true in real. Maybe it is also enough for me,maybe not. Damn,my head is overloading. See you, my man.