Reli shitable,okay?

Well, I have to drop down some shitable things again. After chatted with him, I can simply feel what he felt when heard about I have started falling in love with my boyfrd. It's really seem to hv a heart attack. Looking at their photos, I feel warm and sweet. Yet, he's got a nice girlfrd and I'm also being with my boyfrd. It's a happy ending. Right?

As for the other one, I'm trying to set "invisible" to this guy in my brain while it is not a easy task. Continuously dreamming I am hanging out with him, kissing, and even worse.. I know it won't be true in real. Maybe it is also enough for me,maybe not. Damn,my head is overloading. See you, my man.

Chatting with buddy, I got the main reason why I lost myself in u. 'Temptation' U order me to apart from him. Speaking out 'I miss u' Gosh! What a nice trap! Whatever I say now, I am gonna missing u actually. There is no other way I can find ur footmark. Well, I just got a bad news that u have retired the post. I lost the last way to hear about u n stop thinking of a fictional man. Piss it off, okay? Ehhh...!!!!!! U really drive me crazy, huh!

I am still in mad.. How can I survive from not closer to the edge? Guilty.. Last week I read a passage that is about fortune. It is said that if someone appear in ur brain, that's mean that guy is also thinking of u.. So, have you ever thought of me for one second in these few months? Help! How can I let you down? Bastard!