Reli shitable,okay?

 

 

Was it a dream? Actually i am not regret about what had happened today though it was really bad for him. Yes, I, again, did betray him. Someone asked, 'How can he did that on you while you both just met today?' uhh... I had took accoount of it already. Okay, we are just start from puppy love , or maybe I don't even love him, that special relationship between us. He got a gf and I got a bf too. Well, its totally same as the other one who still visible i my brain. What's wrong with me? Yet, we are falling in love right now. That's no big deal, right?

One of my chinese frd sent me a song. It's the lyric below.

愛上兩個人

日日夜夜內疚　你厚愛已足夠
擔心　沒一個藉口
愛你也愛別人　明明是罪咎
沒法去選　願我絕對擁有

愛上兩個人是既浪漫　但自感吃力
我明白　愛情太擠逼

原諒最貪心多心的女人
只會令我再次放肆地分心
一個等　一個肯　你共他均分憐憫

懲罰我　不休不止傷你心
因我沒法再拒抗與人親吻
知你一直縱容我　釋放　使我自困＊

是寂寞是任性　我說我怕選錯
不知自己要什麼
愛已欠缺諧和　完全是為我
或到最終　獨會剩我一個

 

She said it is a song that about being in love with 2 guy. OMG!
Thanks Tribaca anyway!:) but I won't forget what you'd said and I'm not playing fire.

 

Well, I have to drop down some shitable things again. After chatted with him, I can simply feel what he felt when heard about I have started falling in love with my boyfrd. It's really seem to hv a heart attack. Looking at their photos, I feel warm and sweet. Yet, he's got a nice girlfrd and I'm also being with my boyfrd. It's a happy ending. Right?

As for the other one, I'm trying to set "invisible" to this guy in my brain while it is not a easy task. Continuously dreamming I am hanging out with him, kissing, and even worse.. I know it won't be true in real. Maybe it is also enough for me,maybe not. Damn,my head is overloading. See you, my man.

Chatting with buddy, I got the main reason why I lost myself in u. 'Temptation' U order me to apart from him. Speaking out 'I miss u' Gosh! What a nice trap! Whatever I say now, I am gonna missing u actually. There is no other way I can find ur footmark. Well, I just got a bad news that u have retired the post. I lost the last way to hear about u n stop thinking of a fictional man. Piss it off, okay? Ehhh...!!!!!! U really drive me crazy, huh!

I am still in mad.. How can I survive from not closer to the edge? Guilty.. Last week I read a passage that is about fortune. It is said that if someone appear in ur brain, that's mean that guy is also thinking of u.. So, have you ever thought of me for one second in these few months? Help! How can I let you down? Bastard!