ch-ch-changes
almost summer.....mixed feeings though. i mean, this year has had its ups and downs, good times and bad times. i finally found a group of friends i loved, only to find that they don't consider me a part of their group, which was one of the lowest parts of my year. but then again, other things have been good. I've had a much easier time connecting with people this year, nd i've made some friends I think i'll keep forever, or at least for a while, lol.
boys have actually been a pretty minimal part of my year, only one big thing with a guym which wasn't even that big, because i'm an idiot who can't make up my mind...and now he has a girlfriend. okay maybe this year wasnt such a good year romance-wise. 
and now it's coming to an end, and everything is going to change. i know everyone thinks it won't be that different, but i know it will...my brother's leaving home, and he's been a huge part ofmy life this year; i mean what would i do without the entertainment of his friends constantly in and out of the house? i'm actually gonna miss some of them, crazy as it sounds. 
well, that's all i have to say about that. (in the words of forrest gump).
