i tend to ramble...

almost summer.....mixed feeings though.  i mean, this year has had its ups and downs, good times and bad times.  i finally found a group of friends i loved, only to find that they don't consider me a part of their group, which was one of the lowest parts of my year.  but then again, other things have been good.  I've had a much easier time connecting with people this year, nd i've made some friends I think i'll keep forever, or at least for a while, lol. 

  boys have actually been a pretty minimal part of my year, only one big thing with a guym which wasn't even that big, because i'm an idiot who can't make up my mind...and now he has a girlfriend. okay maybe this year wasnt such a good year romance-wise. 

 

and now it's coming to an end, and everything is going to change.  i know everyone thinks it won't be that different, but i know it will...my brother's leaving home, and he's been a huge part ofmy life this year; i mean what would i do without the entertainment of his friends constantly in and out of the house?  i'm actually gonna miss some of them, crazy as it sounds. 

 

well, that's all i have to say about that. (in the words of forrest gump).

 

yesterday I saw the invisible (its a movie), which I LOVED.  It was the best thriller/suspense movie i've seen in a long time, if not ever.  when I came out of the theater, people were saying "the ending SUCKED" i was like are you KIDDING me??? i mean its just my opinion, but i thought that it was the perfect ending..i mean, (and DON'T READ THIS IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN THE MOVIE!!!) having her live would just be kind of predictable, and it would leave the audience satisfied, which isn't always what a filmmaker wants-having them leave the theater and discussing the movie is the perfect way to get exposure, and it means the filmmaker left an impression.  also, i mean, she KILLED him. I know that they got to know the other side of each other, and i even found myself crying when she died, but really, it was the way it had to be. 

Mood: still pissed...
Listening to: state radio!

okayy so this is the first of what will probably be many excessive rants on numerous topics.

 

today, im pissed about the concert last nite. we had gone backstage before SR went on, and we didnt take a pic with mike or even talk to him for a long time, because we figured we'd do it after they went on.  well, the people planning the event didn't do a very good job...they actually did very poorly.  so SR only got to play like 5 songs, all of which were awesome, especially right me up with the band from zimbabwe.  but then just as everyone was really getting hyped up, the people were like okay time to go...we were all dissappointed.  then there was a really cool singalong with chad at the top of the hill, which was hilarious (hundreds of people chasing one guy, i swear i actually almost fell over laughing. it was like a cartoon). but then we went to go back to see mike, and get a picture, and even though we HAD a backstage pass, some old lady was like you cant go back there, give me that! get outta here, go on.  I was LIVID for the rest of the night...ugh im still soo pissed, especially since SR isnt coming back for so long!!!!!!!

so that's why old women suck.  and im definetly never attending an event held by that particular organization again, because like i said, they did a terrible job planning.

okayy good night!