My life now.
Mood: undescribeble
Listening to: Red - pieces
Well...... lets begin with whats happened since my last entry. not only have i been battling a serious case of depression, but i have also been having huge fights with my mothe who i recently found out doesn't like who i am, i'm falling behind at school, basically the entire school hates me, half my family hates me, i got raped last week and have to go to court next week, so really my life seems to be going down the drain.
and i thought i was depressed before.
i'm not giving up, i'm just saying it would be nice if everyone would just give me a break. whether they believe me or not........ i am trying.
my entire life, all i've wanted was for my life to get back on track. its starting to now. no ones helped me, apart from the family that does still love me for me. but for most of my journey through these hard years, the only person that truly helped me, was myself. i know, a million other people have far worse lives than me, and if i could say just one thing to them, it would be i'm sorry, because i can say i slightly know how they feel.
