- I went to the movie I had told about,
I just got one point from it , don/t look down , and don't hide yourself behind
THe movie's name was : hidden scense( wron dictation I know ! )
- glossy nights , the program I talked about , was surprisingly finished last night , having teasing critics about many persons of any issue
- these days , I saw many movies on tv , and some on pc , which changed my thinking about the world !
- I watched football last night , I missed three hours of today`s work time !
- I am somehow mixed up between two or three choices , and it seems that I have not enough time for the three at the same time ,
- I want to go to a new movie in a few days . which I have seen its tiser in the theater I went last week. which seems to be wel selled because of its famous actors and also the issue which seems to be a teenage who sends his girlfriends to his exgirlfriend as paitents , who is a schycologist
- It seems that I have still got some problem spending time with others , I don`t like them or they don`t like me , I have not time , I am shy , Or the distance id too long , I am too busy and also too lonely !
- I want to have time to read our holy quran . which I think the translation seems not to be able to send the complete message of it .
- An important issue in my country is the president`s claim that there has been programs to kill or rub him in iraq and italy , which has not yet been answered officialy , as far as I know
- last night , our national team head coach , ( who is going to attend at the seccion of asian footbal federetion which places the teams of second round of selecting matches for the gold cup ) sitted on a program`s seat which invites famous iranian charactors to talk about themselves and to be questioned , "Ali Daii" not wanting to tell audiance , his salary , asked the presentor , howmuch he gots , and "Rashidpoor" answered : " 100,000 tomans for each show " - 100,000 tomans is almost 110 dollars ! - but it is a huge amount of money for hour show ,
- God , If This weblog has any reader ,let me know !
I have recently gone to two other movies ,
It seems that in my country , many movies are about Betrayal !
one of the two the husband Betrayed his wife , and in the other movie , the couple doubted each other , they both found out that none of them didn`t !
so life is going on , and we are all waiting for our president`s speech tonight , to see its national and international influence , as I have heard , it will be more about economics.
Being Alone again , can't trust a guy , is this weakness or strength ?
Searching my memories , trying to find something make me feel good ,
Hai god , this was going to be so romantic and litretural , what did make me stop ?! ( I suppose for sure , ending the gathering stoped me continue thinking ! )
talking to god:
After a critic (!?) about a movie in my country in previous post , This is my new post :
dear god , hi
i have heard that ou know everything about us , as human beings , you have no limits , we come to you after dying , what made you do this to us ? or hae we ourselves done something which we can't remember ?
I wanted manythings maybe since I was born , perhaps I can't remember what has these all been , but i think i have had many conflicts in my life , and perhaps I also have know.
I have not tried to drink , have not tried to dance , have not tried to be with girls , have not smoked , have not done many things , because of moral principles i have been teached since school times ,
god , tell me , what is the benefit of talking to you when you know it all ?!
I am in iran , i live here , i was born here , i have a family , a job , and memories from here,
b but do i belong here ?
my mind is somehow mixed up , wanting just to write and write , i even have maybe no issue to concentrate on , let's start from my humanity , my identity , my soal . so what ?
it seems that i can't expect any one to do anything for me!? maybe many ones do manything for me even without asking , and when i ask someone to do something for me , he person many times does not do it !
god i am told that you have mentioned in your holy books : tell me , so i reply , have I asked you many things ?
I WANTED SOME FRIENDS WHO i can trust , ability to judge , be useful , be effective , not making others run away from me ,
when some one has no time for me , or when does , I don't want to talk aboiut other people with that person , saying bad things about them , how should I be able to contact to others ?
I have limitations of intrests , there is not manything I can have fun with , watching Tv , which our country TV does not show the kind of movies I like when I get home , sattlelite is forbidden in our country , and activities available in my country are few , I feel that I am not permited to enjoy life ! many activities need money which I don't own or I don't want to spend on !
I have recently been losing my concentration , hay , what was I going to write after this centence ? I completely forgot !
First entry in here :
I wish you could tell weather you like this issue or not :
my life goes on
yesterday I went to a movie called ( at the same home ! )
- First I should say the main reason was to see " Azadi cinema " which has been recently re opened after being close for some years because of getting fire , and now it has I think 8 floors including one cinema salone for each floor
the movie seems at first , crossing the red lines ( in Iran ) by its name and commercials , which shows a boy and a girl ( who at the tiser are shown not related as husband and wife) should spend at the same home for a while , but watching the movie , you become aware that the girl has to rent a house , and a relative of her friend ( an old lady ) , wants some one to look after her house ( containing something like a small garden and a pool which makes beautiful views )
and she has to do that , on one condition , being married ! making an unreal tyring , she looks for someone to pretebd to be her husband for just the day she has to be introduced to the old lady , thinga go on well , till the next day morning , the lady returns home saying that her visa has some problems and so she was not permitted to go abroad and , so she has to ask the man to spend some time with her ( because of her luck , the lady spends nights in the second floor ) and she can sleep on the bed while the boy sleeping on the ground ! )
comming to tehran , the girl`s father finds out the fake , he breaks the boy`s head , the boy is sent to prison , and when the boy takes apart the photo being made by photoshop of something like their wedding picture ( which they had to put on the wall so that the lady becomes more convinced that the two are husband and wife ) but the girl takes the boys pic and says she does everything to take him out of prison
such a subject in reality can`t be happening in my country.
the girl wears a scarf ( in our religion , girl`s hair mustn`t be seen by boys , ) - she says to the old lady that her hair is damaged and this dissease might go to her husband as well !
she is seen by a friend with the boy , buying the old lady`d needs , and she is being asked why her friends were not invited to her marriage celebration !
the girl was happy at the movie ( being alone at the house ) , not being so pretty , she was moving around , turning like dancing ( oh god , how ?! ) - and I think camera filming from the top of her head might have made this possible to be shown and not to be so sansored !
