Introduction
Listening to: Pink - Last To Know
Ever since I was a little girl I've been told that it's polite to at least introduce yourself to people before you start nagging them about your problems. So... that's what I'll do now.
I'm a Dutch girl. I'm what most people call a wannabe.
I wannabe a writer,
I wannabe a musician,
I wannabe an artist...I want to be a lot of things, but there's always this little voice in the back of my head telling me I'm not good enough.
If I should describe myself I would say I'm a dreamer. I'm the kind of girl that you easily forget. I'm twenty now and I'm unemployed, not going to school.
I'm the kind of girl that dreams of doing great things, but who doesn't actually do anything with those dreams...or wait!! That's not true, I do work on fulfilling my dreams, but I don't finish anything.
Come to think of did. Don't check back to this blog, I probably loose interest soon and just stop updating.
Not that I don't have enough to wright about or anything. My life has been pretty interesting so far. Even if I do say so myself.
And if I ran out of stuff to wright about my life, there are still a lot of things for me to rant about.
I'm a writer, not a talker...ergo the weblog. I have this thing, where I'm perfectly comfortable talking to strangers...as long as it isn't a big group. I get extremely insecure. Honestly...it's a phobia. I don't know the proper name for it in English though.
I would love to get in touch with other people who have the same problem. (Maybe we could start a group :P)
But seriously, it's a really annoying thing to suffer. It's not that I'm shy or anything. I just get extremely paranoid and think that anything I could possibly say would make people think I'm stupid.
I'm leaving it at this with the whole introduction thing. If you have any questions or whatever, you can contact me.
