To Hell And Back...
The best way of conveying the truth about drugs and their dangers is from the perspective of those who have 'been there' and can pass on what they have learned so others avoid going down the same path.
Here is a sampling of such real-life stories from those who have experienced the living hell of drug abuse. Too many however are not here to tell their stories.
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"My goal in life wasn't living...it was getting high. I was falling in a downward spiral towards a point of no return. Over the years, I turned to cocaine, marijuana and alcohol under a false belief it would allow me to escape my problems. It just made things worse. I had everything, a good job, money, a loving family, yet I felt so empty inside. As if I had nothing. Over 20 years of using, I kept saying to myself, I'm going to stop permanently after using this last time. It never happened. There were even moments I had thought of giving up on life."
— John
"It started with the weed, then the pills (Ecstasy) and acid, making cocktails of all sorts of drugs, even overdosing to make the rushes last longer. I took copious amounts of these chemicals every day for as long as two years until I had a bad trip one night and went into toxic psychosis. I prayed and cried for this feeling to go away, I had voices in my head, had the shakes and couldn't leave home for 6 months. I became very withdrawn and thought everyone was watching me. I couldn't walk in public places. Man! I couldn't even drive.
I ended up homeless and on the streets, living and sleeping in a cardboard box, begging and struggling to find ways to get my next meal.
I asked myself if this is rock bottom and I believe that it was. While observing these homeless people, I decided that I had had enough. Yes, I wanted drugs but I realized that I could want life more."
— B.K.
Why do drugs attract young people?
Heroin, like any other drug, does tremendous harm. It breaks up families and it destroys lives. Why then do young people let themselves become trapped by it?
Some answers:
To be “in on something.” A person gets high to “be like my friends.” (For many, this can be an important reason for taking drugs.)
To numb the physical or mental sufferings of life.
To emulate role models. Celebrities admit to using heroin. Popular magazines try to make drug use seem “fashionable.”
Drugs offer a “solution” to the feeling of many adolescents that they have “no future.”
Young people are duped into believing lies about heroin, such as that it increases creativity, rids a person of problems and gives meaning to life.
Experimenting with heroin offers the thrill and excitement of taking a risk.
Any of the above reasons could provide a young person with an excuse to experiment with heroin or any drug.
There are so many different stories about drugs and heroin it can be hard to discern what the truth is.
Heroin: What is it?
Heroin (like opium and morphine) is made from the resin of poppy plants. Milky, sap-like opium is first extracted from the pod of the flower. This opium is refined to make morphine, then further refined into different forms of heroin.
In its purest form, heroin is a fine white, granular powder. It can also be rose, gray, brown or black colored. Its tint reflects the relative purity of the drug and what additives have been used to dilute it, which can include sugar, caffeine or other substances.
Heroin can be injected (the strongest and most dangerous method of use), smoked or sniffed. The first time it is used, the drug creates a sensation of being high. A person can feel extroverted, able to communicate easily with others and may experience a sensation of heightened sexual performance – but not for long.
“Heroin cut me off from the rest of the world. My parents kicked me out. My friends and my brothers didn’t want to see me anymore. I was all alone.” — Dave, Drug Addict
The origins of heroin
Heroin was first manufactured in 1898 by the Bayer pharmaceutical company of Germany and marketed as a treatment for tuberculosis as well as a remedy for morphine addiction. The name heroin comes from the Greek world heros, meaning hero or warrior (half god, half man), so named because those who took the drug suffered delusions of heroism.
Heroin use is anything but heroic or god-like. The mortality rate of heroin addicts is 30 times greater than the rest of the population.
Causes of death include:
5% suicide
15% overdose
15% accidents
30% murder
35% illness
A vicious circle
During the 1850s, opium addiction was a major social concern in the United States and was handled by providing opium addicts with a less potent and supposedly “non-addictive” substitute – morphine. Morphine addiction soon became a bigger problem than opium addiction.
As with opium, the “solution” to the morphine problem was another “non-addictive” substitute — heroin, which proved to be even more addictive than morphine. With the heroin problem came yet another “non-addictive” substitute. The new drug was developed in Germany during the 1940s and named “Adolphine,” after Adolf Hitler.
Adolphine was later renamed methadone and was soon being widely used as a treatment for heroin addiction. Unfortunately, it proved to be even more addictive than heroin.
No, drug addiction is not resolved by substituting one addictive drug for another; it is solved by freeing the individual from the harmful effects of drugs and enabling him to handle life without drugs. The simplest solution, of course, is to never get started on drugs in the first place.
A threat to young people
During the last decade, drug use in society has increased markedly, especially among youth. A survey of 31 nations by the World Health Organization released in February 2001 found 41 percent of 10th graders in the U.S. had tried marijuana and 23 percent of students surveyed in the U.S. had tried illicit drugs such as heroin and cocaine.
Yet what promise is there for you as the leaders of tomorrow if you are crippled by the harmful effects of drugs today? It has never been so important to know and understand the dangers of drug use and abuse for yourself. The facts and statistics are available. Before you start experimenting with drugs, learn the truth for yourself so you can make up your own mind.
“Drugs equal death. If you do nothing to get out, you end up dying. To be a drug addict is to be imprisoned. In the beginning, you think drugs are your friend (they may seem to help you escape the things or feelings that bother you). But soon, you can find you get up in the morning thinking only about drugs.
“Your whole day is spent finding or taking drugs. You get high all afternoon. At night, you put yourself to sleep with heroin. And you live only for that. You are in a prison. You beat your head against a wall, nonstop, but you don’t get anywhere. In the end, your prison becomes your tomb.”
— Sabrina, drug addict
“People believe that heroin is super, that it makes you ‘progress.’ But with drugs you lose everything: job, parents, friends, confidence, your home. Lying and stealing become a habit. You no longer respect anyone or anything.”
— Pete, drug addict
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