4gewe3g6edgeThis is a winding path, some section of disrepair, potholes, vehicles, dusty. Mountain upwards constantly, gradually see some green pine forest, and the aspen forest, a plant a plant stand proudly. The last time I passed by, just right is the late autumn season, the leaf blades of yellow, passion gradually, but also calculate the secular secure, static good years.
Around in a big hill is a school, lie silently here have for decades. Was my Alma mater, here are a lot of people's Alma mater, is the past and present a crop, and a crop of local children. A dream place, just a dream catcher, not necessarily to the invasion, but more real.
Because it is the villages and towns school, the teachers here are mostly local teacher, speak hometown accent, teach the students at home and he is no exception. Vacation as well as local farmers, farming field. If the out of town, out of school, feel to you is an ordinary farmers. Won't have too many people pay attention to is the man, serious, deep reflection and loaded with different from other teacher's keen insight, after polishing, insight.
Early used to be a black head of thick hair, unsmiling at ordinary times, they watch more carefully, said he always dry lips, speak like lanzhou "sand pot" accent, deep in her eyes a few silk wit and wisdom; Although people very spirit, but some of his pale cracked, form and the arts of speaking, yellow fluorine teeth, or hide not the living environment of hard, scattered gray hair more showed his experience of the vicissitudes of life. I remember his gray suit after several spring and autumn period, and the "old" chalk holder, is packed with small glucose packing box, I have been careful observation, lesson, the chalk is two to three, the rest are in front of the class in the rest of the chalk head, but he down to write a lesson at all. This, remember well.
Said to him, will be to mention his teaching and teaching attitude, if want me to say all of his, that is a thing that I can't do, the massive knowledge, deep thoughts, to my knowledge and experience can't be touched, 30 years of wind and rain course, have a big point? Only in the Chinese teaching to me two years, looking for my own little feeling:
He is a so in junior high school teaching and the teaching material seriously.
He is a questioning attitude to look at the book knowledge;
He is a problem widely search expo, people must know...
"Teacher, knowledge to reassure also!" Han yu's early this assertion. I think he's thirty years hold, wordless interpretation of this sentence. He is a good teacher, but it is a "unfilial son, the old mother to go, still read the language test of three class and a drive is three hours... His commitment to a teacher's responsibility, but leaves a lot of confession. A "mother, you go..." , according to the general method and is probably the mother, you go well, but he didn't dare to bring a "good" word, because it is the confession! A head of black hair, pale, but also because in confession...
I once asked him, what is the most afraid of the language, he answered my general meaning is: when the literary works of "image" in the practical and utilitarian misinterpreted, when language is cut in the test with a boundless lasting appeal, should be the language is the most embarrassing situation, but it is now the norm of Chinese teaching. If I now think of some literary works, but also with the eye of a little analysis, my enlightenment is him. He is a teacher of "productive", often writing, hobby is painting and calligraphy, good fuck urheen, perhaps, this is to be a teacher should have the right, but as far as I know, but not every teacher can do it.
In his works, faint can find concern about environment education thinking and a little bit strange, including the concerns of the teaching material reform. Elaboration to the two press materials involved in the work and the interpretation of a word a line, careful scrutiny. When he sat in the audience listened to 15 games, the teacher says in the mind also is full of struggle: no master himself, the students' independent when come from?
Is such a guard that rural education more than 30 years old teacher, his heart somewhat lonely, you have miss the campus lost qin, with written lamenting the teaching material, can guide students, what can bring students, text thinking about "big" environment of education, culture, the pain of pain. Watched it all to change, an old teacher's mind is concern, is desolate, and the vicissitudes of life. He alone like a poplar tree, that little green in the desert land, it is much vitality of the green, but the wind is blowing.
He said he and around a square peg in a round hole, I have no work in the education, the education problem of the judgement can't, but I have seen some of the so-called college students, I also appreciate college life, teaching? You sorrow I also sorrow!
A heart have their own positions, or stand, a lot of times is preferred text, use words to express his own ideas, use words to record their own anger, let alone a had more than 30 years' experience in the teaching of Chinese language teacher, what's more, is a has sensitive to the word, people with insight about literature. He is not exceptional also, select the text, chose to use the article to convey his own teaching experience and teaching question, how much wind and rain, how many worries.
Standing in the perspective of a teacher, standing in the perspective of a teaching education workers to the analysis, the teacher's words and deeds, will directly affect their own students, affect the formation of the values they if this idea is wrong, so, the teacher and the executioner what's different? Is happy is sad? Is agreed or criticism? The teacher has its own balance in my heart.
Can it really be also long, the division also long? No, must not like that, the soul of the dialogue should get equal exchange, you let me to student's attitude towards "respect" two characters have a reflection, of course it is on its way to reflect the society after the experience.
When a lot of things cannot or are unable to change but don't want to go with the flow, in addition to adhere to, seems to have no other choice.
Have to say, you are still the holdout of poplar tree, a true watchmen, if poplar is the testimony of our hometown's mark, then you are a real home education witnesses. Never regret, but do not lose a little bit of loneliness, like the mountains that quietly round the moon.
Because has long cultivated heart runs, so choose stubborn to remain. Holding an ordinary the authenticity of the educators, holding a soul engineer of conscience. In this situation, I'd like to, but without words.
Oh, more students, or others, can know how you are aloof and stick to, to like you stand on the cultural front, blossom more green, you this stubborn poplar tree has roots in the soil, and makes only garland. Autumn wind strength more chrysanthemum fragrance, yunnan.