Kiss the rain...
Mood: Reflective
Listening to: Enya
Well, hell's bells. I've been out for awhile due to another wonderful hospital stay. I'm so weak and it sucks. It's been a few weeks and I'm still stuck on the couch. Lucky me, it is comfortable. It was more serious this time..Heart failure and or heart attack. Not the first one apparently.They used the paddles on me twice. Then I was blessed with the most asinine male nurses . Then with this defib heart vest.
Which since I haven't been unconscious yet when it begins it's SHRILL SHREAKING and BEEPING to "warn me about my weak hearts it immediatly pounds and I jump.....
I went to the hospital this time in an ambulance, they're still not sure why I almost died.
I went to the dentist, later in the afternoon I got my meds and go home. He'd given me a Zpack, antibiotics that I've taken a hundred times because I'm allergic to penicillin and sulfa drugs, most normal drugs ppl can take. He'd also given me a mild pain killer. IDK I remember picking up my prescriptions and not really anything after that.
I'm about to actually eat ...I had a coke float and some salad and juice in the hospital. Not much else the entire time. I threw everything up. Since I got home I've just been eating cranberry slushies, a lot of fruit, & my vitamin waters. Luckily I'd just stocked up because I'd expected to be working packing & moving. OH PLUS the 12 pills a day I have to take now for my heart and god knows what all. & Only 3 happy ones. Brighten my day.
Their only guess as to what happened is I had an allergic reaction to the antibiotic.. They tested me for all sorts of things but I was ready to leave before they found anything concrete.
Nenie said I came home ate something, took those meds & just went out of my head about an hour later. I stood up said I'm gonna go take a nap Went into her room and proceeded to keep throwing up awful green and yellow stuff. I got in the bathtub 3x's. Then began laying on her bed naked & wet; much to her frustration. Kept telling her NO to the E.R. Finally I said if Krys, my sister came and got me I'd go to the hospital. I didn't want her having to deal with all the B.S. Nenie couldn't talk me out of that but I finally agreed on an ambulance, apparently.
I remember NONE of this. I vaguely remember picking up my scripts frm CVS and eating. Nothing else.
Then when they finally got me in to E.R I flat-lined twice. Two times. They didn't think I was gonna make it through the night so they had called my sister to be there just in case, & she had to come a long way. 4 days I don't know wtf was going on. They told my sis 'we don't think she'll make it' to 'she might' to 'we think' she'll live. Nice
it's gonna be a few more weeks now before I move..*sigh* prob months
I think this is everything. It's been awhile since I wrote, period. & I've purged enough. Ironic I'm using a german blog. But I like it...and I'm testing several..
I lost wyldfey.com
So now it's wyldfey.net...or at least it will be when I'm up for html hell.
Hope everyone is rockin
