Being in my mind
As I reach into my mind. To understand, My own insanity. I realize that, the world as I have known it. Is a world of shatter glass. Just a piece of glimmer light. Trying to emorge my world with the real world is going to be the work of a lifetime. I have never in my mind, seen a picture of what life was suppose to be. Never had I, had a task so big and real. Not to others. Because those who know me, think my way of living is normal. In my world nothing is normal. I will take a portion of my life and analize it the best way I know how. This will take more then just a thought. I will have to make this my way of life. Until i get a full understanding of why I am here in this place and time.
I hope you can be apart of my journey. As I try to undo the harm I have place upon myself. Going back into my chilhood. To to understand my inner child. So that I can be friends, with the women I am today.

Hugs,
Aly