http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau en lailyandasri lailyandasri Wed, 30 Jan 2008 07:49:48 +0100 daily 1 Yang namanya Kakak, kadang2 ngerasa sok tau. Barangkali aku juga begitu. Sok pinter, merasa lebih pengalaman karena hidupnya lamaan.. Tapi Kakak juga manusia biasa. Kebetulan aku nggak punya indra keenam, jadi nggak bisa tau yang nggak keliatan. Makanya, kalo di antara kita (terkadang) timbul kesalahpahaman, ketidakmengertian, mohon dimaklumi. Apalagi jarak yang terbentang di antara kita berdua, lumayan panjang. Manusia berevolusi. Aku juga. Aku udah nggak setambeng dulu. Lebih berperasaan. Bahkan kadang-kadang cengeng! Sebenarnya aku bisa juga kok bergurau. Bisa terima joke. Cuma.... syaratnya, aku musti bisa liat si 'penggurau'. Paling tidak, aku masih bisa perhatikan body language, dan ekspresi wajah. Kecuali dia aktor hebat, aku mungkin juga nggak ngeh.. he he. Jadinya, aku sering berpikir nih. Lain waktu, kalau kita ngobrol lagi, musti bagaimana? Kamu, bisa nggak kasih ancang-ancang... supaya, eh.. aku bisa kontrol kadar... Wed, 30 Jan 2008 07:49:48 +0100 http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Dari-Kakak-Buat-Adik/51/ http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Dari-Kakak-Buat-Adik/51/ Singkat aja, Tanpa maksud ngerecokin loh.. Aku baca-baca quote dan ada satu yang menarik perhatianku.. "Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; Sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go." I agree. There is always light at the end of the tunnel. Hang in there.. i.b Sun, 07 Oct 2007 15:33:41 +0200 http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Buatmu/50/ http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Buatmu/50/ 'Makasih sudah mempertemukan kami. Nggak membantah kalau aku masih rasa ada jenjang antara kami berdua. It's like talking to a stranger, whom I've actually been familiar with.. It's like, "Can I talk about this to him?" Sedikit membingungkan. Tapi asyik kok. Kasih waktu ya. @ NB: Duuh, warna font nya, nyolok mata, Bu..! Wed, 26 Sep 2007 06:58:12 +0200 http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Catatan-Kaki-Ku/49/ http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Catatan-Kaki-Ku/49/   Seneng ...     Akhirnya aku bisa memperkenalkan kalian berdua.     Dua orang terdekat dalam hidupku. (Sekarang dan semoga selamanya).     Deg-degan juga ..     Syukur nya nggak sampai terjadi 'pembantaian'. ( hehe.. )     Walau satu dan yang lain sama-sama kekeuh dengan penilaian masing-masing tentangku.     Boleh kubilang dua-duanya benar.     Karena kalian masing-masing melihat dari cerita hidupku yang 'sedikit' berbeda.     ... Tue, 25 Sep 2007 17:35:00 +0200 http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Antara-Aku-Kau-dan-Bekas-Pacarku/48/ http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Antara-Aku-Kau-dan-Bekas-Pacarku/48/ Bingung nih, mau nulis apa? Tiba-tiba, kepingin aja ngutip kalimatmu di pembicaraan kita pagi ini.. (oh, pagi waktu ku ya..) Terlalu banyak yang dipikir, terlalu banyak yang dikerjain, nggak tau mau nulis apa.. Sama deh. Aku sih kepingin-kepingin aja rajin-rajin menulis Hanya saja, otak lagi mampet! Ide, inspirasi .. Semuanya nggak mau keluar! Jadi sementara, aku say hello aja! "Hello!" semoga harimu nggak bikin patah semangatmu! dari aku.. ibunya lollipop! Mon, 24 Sep 2007 11:35:37 +0200 http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Nggak-Tau-Mau-Nulis-Apa/46/ http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Nggak-Tau-Mau-Nulis-Apa/46/ Do you feel the same? Because lately I feel rather empty.. With us getting on with our lives, and spare time that isn't as much.. I still appreciate your effort though It has been great to have a small talk whilst waiting for Eftar! Surely, things will be different by the time you have to move....... But until then, let's have fun! Wed, 19 Sep 2007 11:31:00 +0200 http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Empty/45/ http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Empty/45/ Feels like ages ago we used to write to each other often. Loads have been going on lately, not much time to write. And I miss that. Perhaps, it is also the time for us to look back on how long we have known each other. All the things we have been through. Hey, we have a month to correct ourselves.. See inside.. And come back better! Ramadhan Kareem. Mon, 17 Sep 2007 09:06:39 +0200 http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Ramadhan-Kareem/44/ http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Ramadhan-Kareem/44/ Why art thou silent? Is thy love a plant of such a weak fibre that treacherous air of absence withers what was once so fair? Is there no debt to pay, no boon to grant? Yet, have my thoughts for thee been vigilant Bound to thy service with unceasing care The mind's least generous with a mendicant For nought but what thy happiness could spare Speak! though this soft warm heart, once free to hold A thousand tender pleasures, thine and mine Be left more desolate, more dreary cold Than a forsaken bird's nest fill'd with snow Mid its own bush of leafless eglantine Speak, that my torturing doubts their end may know! by William Wordsworth 1802 for us to read and comprehend.. it sounds beautiful to me, hope it does to you .. x Mon, 10 Sep 2007 17:02:11 +0200 http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/To-A-Distant-Friend/43/ http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/To-A-Distant-Friend/43/   If anyone accuses me of contradicting myself, I reply: Because I have been wrong once, or often, I do not aspire to be always wrong. (Vauvenargues) And I do agree, (sometimes) it is the differences that make s it beautiful.. Mon, 10 Sep 2007 10:23:00 +0200 http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/One-Once-Said/42/ http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/One-Once-Said/42/ (For both of us) Kita akan menjadi orang yang sempurna bila kita bisa belajar dari orang yang tidak sama dengan kita. Kita menemukan 'kehendak Tuhan' dalam diri sesama. Barangkali prinsip hidup mereka akan berguna bagi mutu hidup kita . Dan ketika kita bisa menyikapinya .. Bukankah "perbedaan itu indah ?" (a friend gave it to me this morning..) Mon, 10 Sep 2007 04:32:00 +0200 http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Perbedaan-Itu-Indah/41/ http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Perbedaan-Itu-Indah/41/ (for your eyes only) Seiring hembusan nafas ku , sedikit demi sedikit ku mulai mengerti, mulai bisa membaca dan mulai memahami mu .   Membaca mu seperti membaca sebuah buku tentang sosok hidup menarik lain nya.   Di setiap halaman nya digoreskan tinta warna-warni yang menceritakan segala kisah indah (dan juga tetesan air mata) hidup mu.   Sebuah pengejawantahan se sosok makhluk indah yang Tuhan cipta.     Masih ingat tentang ini ?         Persahabatan tidak mungkin terjalin         jika kita hanya memberikan sebagian dari diri kita,         sebab setiap jiwa berbeda dengan jiwa yang lain.                                              Dalam persahabatan dan cinta,                              ... Sat, 01 Sep 2007 05:51:00 +0200 http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/GORESAN-dari-HATI/40/ http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/GORESAN-dari-HATI/40/ to lovely ly.. Honestly, I was ( maybe still am)  a bit confused. For the first time since I have known you, I get this uncomfortable feeling of being misconstrued. It was like being struck by a lightening. " Oh dear me, how far have my gestures been misinterpreted? " I thought I needed to sleep on it before writing it down and letting you read it. But somehow I also thought it would be better to get it all out in the open to avoid anymore misunderstandings. Our friendship is far too priceless to be put at such stakes. And I am sure it was only a misunderstanding, due to womans hormonal changes.. We've had plenty conversations, haven't we? The meaningful ones and well.. not so.. too (let's admit it, sometimes we are just yapping!) But yesterday, it got rather personal. Do not get me wrong. This one was only about you and I. ( Noone else was involved! ) Do you remember the... Thu, 30 Aug 2007 11:39:00 +0200 http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/The-Talented-Mis-Miscontrued/39/ http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/The-Talented-Mis-Miscontrued/39/ to dear ly Honestly, I was so glad to know you're okay. That you are on the mend. I really hope everything is fine. It has certainly gone very quiet. Without your company, I was on my own. Whenever I write, I think of you. It would have been nice to share stories again. I do, still, write to you, the way I always do. Only this time, you're not there. It's not the same. It's okay. I only wanted to tell you, That, you are missed!! it's still me.. Tue, 28 Aug 2007 20:40:00 +0200 http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/You-Are-Missed/38/ http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/You-Are-Missed/38/ to Ly I heard you're not well. What is it that you are feeling? I am sure mostly it's coming deep down from your mind. I feel so sad to know you're in a bad state. I don't know how badly it is, but just to know it, isn't actually nice. I wish I could be there for you... I know it's been a while that you've kept all those things inside. I am not asking you to share them (with me) only for your sake. I am not in the right place to be the one you confide in. So take your time and I am sure you'll be fine. I only want you to know that whenever you need someone, even to listen to your whine, you could always come to me. I sincerely hope everything will turn out alright for you. For both of you. Remember, there's always the light at the end of the tunnel. Who knows, you might as well have already been there? Be strong, my little sister. I wish you all the best!... Mon, 27 Aug 2007 14:08:00 +0200 http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Wishing-You-Well/37/ http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Wishing-You-Well/37/ teruntuk Ly When a beautiful soul like yours touches a life, it leads only to its beauty. Maybe what you've said (about me) is correct. I don't know. I certainly don't see it. I cannot. I don't have a mirror to see my own reflection. But it is from you that I could see it through. What a beauty should be like.. It is only impossible to reach perfection. I've known that for some time and yet, still find it difficult to comply. But it is with you, I found out that things could be as easy as they actually are to go through.. Not always. There are times when you let me see inside you through . And there are sadness, doubts, anger, tears, fears.. I understand. It is our bless, as a woman, to be able to feel this sensitively. (Don't care if men would say, we, women, only think with our heart, not brain.. but to me, whatever it is, it still counts!) I admire you for being so strong in life. I know you know... Sat, 18 Aug 2007 08:56:00 +0200 http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Life-Is-Beautiful/36/ http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Life-Is-Beautiful/36/ Setelah saat-saat yang kita lewati bersama (walau hanya sekejap) aku bisa menarik sebuah benang putih kesimpulan. Keindahan mu ada di dalam diri mu, dalam hati mu. Kekuatan mu ada di dalam ketulusan mu. Kau jalani hari-hari mu dengan ketulusan, keikhlasan dan penuh pengorbanan. Yang bahkan tak kau rasakan. Walau (mungkin) kau merasa masih belum bisa merasakan keikhlasan yang sepenuhnya, walau (mungkin) kau masih merasa ada ganjalan di dalam hati mu (ataupun bahkan sempat terlontarkan) tetapi nurani mu berkata lain. Sekeras-kerasnya keinginan mu dan sekeras-kerasnya hati mu, tak akan bisa meleburkan kelembutan hati mu. Disanalah terletak kekuatan mu, sebentuk kelembutan dan kasih sayang. Sebuah sisi lain dari mu yang tak akan pernah bisa kau tanggalkan. Kekayaan jiwa yang tak akan bisa terbeli oleh apapun juga. Sungguh beruntung aku bisa mengenal mu. It is you... Fri, 17 Aug 2007 15:13:00 +0200 http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Indah-Kuingat-Dirimu/35/ http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Indah-Kuingat-Dirimu/35/ darikoe, Dear Adikku Sayang, It has been such a roller coaster in the past few weeks, hasn't it? From start to finish! It has been fun and full of love. But, you can be sure, it isn't the end.  Apa kabarmu? Janganlah dipikir, bila sudah berjauhan, begitu pula perasaan.. Yang connect begini, nggak bisa dengan sembarang orang! Dan aku bersyukur, antara kau dan aku, terjalin. Bahasaku nggak bagus. Nggak bisa puitis..  Tapi inilah curahan dariku. Masih terbetik, besarnya perhatianmu. Aku terharu. Aagh, kangennya tertawa-tawa lagi denganmu.. Sungguh, asyik banget rasanya jadi "perempuan" lagi.. Hi hi hi.. Mau ke mana kita, setelah ini? Yang jelas, aku masih di sini... oentoek Ly.. Thu, 16 Aug 2007 19:29:00 +0200 http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/How-re-You-Doing/34/ http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/How-re-You-Doing/34/ from me, Shall I say, "See You Again Soon?"   Honestly, I have never really liked saying goodbye to good times.. Same as you. But look at it this way: There is always tomorrow. We could always meet up again.. (God's willing) I understand completely how you feel. I am  not leaving you.. I am only leaving where you are. I know it's a long way to go. I won't be just a phone call away.. (with few coins in your pocket!) but believe me, I will still be here and there for you. It has been lovely, getting to know you. It really has been. It's like finding another piece of puzzle. Which I hope in the end, will complete.  It is true, I am living my life. You cannot control it the way you want to. But Darling, you are in the same boat too. You have your own to live on and I am only one of so many accessories inside. I will not say goodbye then. I don't want to. And the good... Fri, 10 Aug 2007 17:21:00 +0200 http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Jauh-di-Mata-Dekat-di-Hati/33/ http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Jauh-di-Mata-Dekat-di-Hati/33/ Dearest, Don't know what to say .. I'm speechless, my throat is sore. O ne thing i hate the most is saying goodbye. Or .. taking my closest peep to the place they have to leave me, alone (again). Do you know how it feels? But still, i have no right to stop them moving forward. Even to stop 'my only one'. Though he said he's mine but he just can't fulfill my wishes for him to stay (right) beside me. So, is he really mine ? Not even you. Though you're one of my closest peep but i don't have you. You had your own live. We're even just met though we felt like we've known each other since a long time ago. My sincerest gratitude to you for coming into my life and add some more color into my life which is a bit grey and plain lately. You've brighten up my days. Thanks to you. But never say goodbye (please). with love and care, Laily Thu, 09 Aug 2007 14:35:00 +0200 http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Never-Say-Goodbye/32/ http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Never-Say-Goodbye/32/ boeat Ly dari teh iwoek Aduh, bagus banget yang kamu tulis belakangan ini. (Your English is superb!) Really hope this friendship lasts a lifetime. rather difficult to write what i am feeling at the moment. maybe check out dropdeadbeautiful.. Mon, 06 Aug 2007 13:39:00 +0200 http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Drop-Dead-Beautiful/31/ http://www.blogigo.com/AkudanKau/Drop-Dead-Beautiful/31/