A Penny For Thought

Jan 2, 2006 at 08:20 o\clock

Feelings

by: alana1986

Mood: Creative
Listening to: TV

My feelings I can't describe

To have them going in different directions

But not know the destination

And not understand the anticipation

                                      My feelings

Are somtimes disregaurded

And they wonder why my heart is gaurded?

                                   Please!

That question I won't answer

What's the point?

Am I supposed to share my feelings

And then get shot down?

Then be wrapped around a mans finger

And find myself going around

Only to be dropped to the ground,

I'm young not dumb

That month,and year on that birth certificate,

Does not make me who I am Today,

So I advise all men,

If you are only about games,

Don't come around my way.

Jan 2, 2006 at 08:08 o\clock

What Do You Do?

by: alana1986

 

What do you do when you feel as though you have no one?

When the only person you can rely on is yourself,

When people make you feel like you are a burden,

When even your father has turned his back on you,

When you look up and everyone you thought would be there is gone,

And now you are left feeling alone.

Jan 2, 2006 at 08:06 o\clock

Affected

by: alana1986

I am affected by the way you walk,

I am affected by the way you move

Not only am I affected I am inffected.

These pills I take everyday

They stop my life from drifting away,

I am...

Infected,

My only question to you is...

How does this affect you?

Jan 2, 2006 at 08:04 o\clock

If you could would you?

by: alana1986

You took it from me,

You Can't give it back,

But if you could ,

Would you?

Would you give me back my innocences?

Woud you give me back my smile?

Would you give me back my happiness?

It's been gone for miles,

Would you give me back my life?

Could I give back the pain that you caused?

Would you take it back?

Becasue it's not lost,

Could I get through tomorrow again?

Without wanting my life to come to an end?

Could I have a life without you in it?

I can't be a kid again,

I can't get back what you took,

When I realized what you did it had me shook,

I'm not going to let you mess up my life,

One day I will be somebody's mommy,and somebody's wife.

 

Jan 2, 2006 at 07:54 o\clock

Question?

by: alana1986

Mood: Thoughtful(as always)
Listening to: Nothing

Fighting feelings for a friend is really hard.Telling the friend about your feelings is even harder.How does one harbor feelings for someone and not act upon them?Can telling your friend about your real feelings harm the friendship?And in the end is it really worth it?