A Penny For Thought

Oct 18, 2005 at 12:30 o\clock

Stripped

by: alana1986

Mood: Sad
Listening to: Nothing

To be stripped of everything that is you.How does one go on when someone they trusted takes something so prescious away from them?To have something that means so much to you taken away from you.To not have a say in what you want to do with your body.How does one violate ones body,and and take something from them that is SO special and then continue to say I love you?Can one get over it?Can one forgive?

How does one continue to hold in this information from the people they love?How do you hold in the fact that someone near and dear to you has taken something that special from you?Can one survive something so painful?To have something taken away from you and not be able to talk about it because you feel that you are wrong,how do you go on and live this great life that you so despratley want?When someone TAKES your virginity and leaves you with nothing,how do you go on?How do get through the days without crying?

These questions I've asked myself for two days now,and even as I sit here now I don't have the answers.How do you go on? Who do you tell?To know that there are so many young men and women out there hurting because they are to ashamed to tell anyone what has happend,that breaks my heart.How do you help someone when you don't know how?How do you tell someone it will be alright but not tell them that you've been there?How do you help someone with their secret when you don't want anyone to know yours?We all have secrets,but we don't all tell of our secrets,not telling doesn't make you weak Pysically,but it begins to wear on you mentally,is it really worth not telling someone,and if you tell someone is it really worth all of the consequences that might come with it?

Oct 5, 2005 at 04:10 o\clock

Get It Together

by: alana1986

Mood: Thoughtful
Listening to: Nothing

Why do we judge?I've had some time to think today and that question continued to run through my head.We sit around and place judgement on other people,the homeless man that sits on the bench asking for spare change what do most people say? "I don't feel sorry for them they could get a job if they wanted to."But the truth of the matter is we have no idea what that person has gone through,when a person falls down and doesn't have anyone to help them up what are they supposed to do if they don't have it in themselves to just get up?How dare we judge the young woman who is a stripper,are we going to pay her bills,put her through school,or even take care of that child that she might have at home?The misguided young man sitting in a jail cell wondering where he went wrong and how he is going to get his life together.He is looked at as a THUG,NO GOOD,and just down right TRIFFLIN',but he is none of those things he's just missing something and there is no one there to help him figure out what it is.To say that a person is no good, a thug,or whatever else doesn't make us better then the next person it only makes us feel that way.But how dare you put somebody down for they're sins when you are either going to or have commited sins just like the next person.So like the title say:GET IT TOGETHER!!

Oct 4, 2005 at 01:43 o\clock

To Love And To Have Lost

by: alana1986

Mood: Hurting
Listening to: Nothing really

Ever have something or someone at your finger tips but just when it seems like you might get him someone comes by and snatches him up?To love and to have lost,it can also work in the form of to like and to have lost.We've all had someone in our lives that we like and can even say we care for but to loose that person is like getting hit in the face.I can honestly say that I have liked and I have lost.Is it really possible to stay friends with someone you grow to like and might even grow to love?I think so,it's hard as hell but it's doable but the question that I have to ask you is:How in the world do you maintain a friendship when you know you want more out of it?